只听 只看 不说话

朋友让我听一张album, 很微茫的名字, Cell In the sea... 偶尔看到有人翻 大海微尘 很喜欢 ...
里面有一首almost lover
一个下午来来回回地听了好多遍, 挂着耳机和妈妈坐在味千最角落的座位上的时候 .. 走在路上 看着喧嚣的马路的时候 摇曳的灯光 ,朦胧的模糊的人声, 和着秋天提早到来的黄昏
嗨 这些天总是阴沉, 连着一星期都是下雨天 ... 越来越多的事情成了奢望
只有音乐保护我.....

很多时候 分不清梦境与现实 活着总像做梦一般 梦却也总是做得很清醒
那是混沌的边缘, 会让自己依稀被光芒刺痛的边缘, 我却迷恋那种痛感

我不得不承认自己是个嗜痛的人 不是撕心裂肺 不是歇斯底里
只要一点点 淡漠的 无所不在的痛
只有痛苦还能让人意识到自己活着 ... 至于那痛苦的原因 , 一个人 一段记忆.. 其实无关

GOLD DUST & CELL IN THE SEA

不过这首歌的确是撕心裂肺了点... 很适合现在的心情 恩..




Your fingertips across my skin,
the palm trees swaying in the wind images
You sang me spanish lullabies,
the sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick I'd never want to see you unhappy,
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you I should have known you'd bring me heartache,
almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me images
And when you left you kissed my lips you told me you would never ever forget these images,
no I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind
So you're gone and i'm haunted and i'll bet you are just fine,
Did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?