不说了

我可真能



自怨自艾

亡命之徒

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses

You've been out ridin' fences,for so long - now.

Ohh you're a hard one.

I know that you've got your reasons.

These things that are pleasin'you

Can hurt you somehow.

Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy

She'll beat you if she's able.

You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.

Now it seems to me, some fine things

Have been laid upon your table.

But you only want the ones

That you can't get.

Desperado,Ohhhh you aint getting no younger.

Your pain and your hunger,

They're driving you home.And freedom, ohh freedom.

Well that's just some people talking.

Your prison is walking through this world all alone.

Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?

The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine.

It's hard to tell the night time from the day.

And you're losing all your highs and lowsaint it funny how the feeling goesaway...

Desperado,Why don't you come to your senses?

come down from your fences, open the gate.

It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you.

You better let somebody love you.(let sombody love you)

You better let somebody love you...

oh before it's too late.

很累

QQ对话框的颜色让人腻味，我的生活更是，
居然很久没有碰钢琴了，很久没有碰，不敢去碰……
没有为什么
和mag姐提议弹chopin concerto的双钢琴，
不知道自己能不能坚持下去，
还是累
我不想上学，
不想在不愿意笑的时候假装欢迎的样子
装也装不好
不想面对一切的一切
不想再想我的未来
不想去这么多人的地方
……

我需要一个心理医生， 可我不会去看心理医生，
我不信任任何人， 不信任你， 你， 你们
所有的所有 ， 没有的终究还是没有
过去什么都不是
什么都没有

……
想起LWW说过的话

若我离去， 后会无期。

这句话多半如同一句讽刺，
活着总是这么讽刺

I come from neverland, and will belong to nothing

真幸福`````

事实证明, 我还是从昨天才开始认真背单词orz
vallify~~pessimism~~reticence~~satirical- -.......
很好, 读书终究还是我喜欢做的事情
学英语终究还是我唯一觉得很容易的事情
老爸老妈也终于拿我没有办法
我不用很虚假地说惭愧, 我的确是很久很久很久没有认真做过什么了
用一个新学的phrases~
I should SCRUTINIZE EVERY DETAIL
THUS...
Yes or Nope 念起来好有音韵美 伦敦音学起来有点吃力
这两天经常感到犹豫, 犹豫到底有没有必要这样辛苦, 谁让这的确是一场赌博呢~

我无法面对自己的软弱

只听 只看 不说话

朋友让我听一张album, 很微茫的名字, Cell In the sea... 偶尔看到有人翻 大海微尘 很喜欢 ...
里面有一首almost lover
一个下午来来回回地听了好多遍, 挂着耳机和妈妈坐在味千最角落的座位上的时候 .. 走在路上 看着喧嚣的马路的时候 摇曳的灯光 ,朦胧的模糊的人声, 和着秋天提早到来的黄昏
嗨 这些天总是阴沉, 连着一星期都是下雨天 ... 越来越多的事情成了奢望
只有音乐保护我.....

很多时候 分不清梦境与现实 活着总像做梦一般 梦却也总是做得很清醒
那是混沌的边缘, 会让自己依稀被光芒刺痛的边缘, 我却迷恋那种痛感

我不得不承认自己是个嗜痛的人 不是撕心裂肺 不是歇斯底里
只要一点点 淡漠的 无所不在的痛
只有痛苦还能让人意识到自己活着 ... 至于那痛苦的原因 , 一个人 一段记忆.. 其实无关

GOLD DUST & CELL IN THE SEA

不过这首歌的确是撕心裂肺了点... 很适合现在的心情 恩..




Your fingertips across my skin,
the palm trees swaying in the wind images
You sang me spanish lullabies,
the sweetest sadness in your eyes clever trick I'd never want to see you unhappy,
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye my almost lover
Goodbye my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long my luckless romance
My back is turned on you I should have known you'd bring me heartache,
almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me images
And when you left you kissed my lips you told me you would never ever forget these images,
no I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning without you on my mind
So you're gone and i'm haunted and i'll bet you are just fine,
Did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?